I need help. Almost 3 years ago I had a near death experience coupled with (overdose of psychedelics) and found myself overloaded with knowledge and concepts I hadnt ever heard/dreamed of....


At this point it seems I have deteriorated and cant even do basic mundane things anymore when before I was interested in how to Astral/Soul Project and help others in community.... I no longer can stand on my own as ive tried to do....


When I sang the HU.... I never really felt closer to God.... And that hurt and I want to know why I cannot.....


Please help or advise.... 

-Dezi